5.7.11

Right Out Of My Mouth...

Thank you Ke$ha for saying what I needed too :)

"And look at what we all found out
Lookie here we all found out

That you have got a set of loose lips
Twisting stories all because you're jealous
Now I know exactly what you're all about
And this is what you're all about

Girl, you're such a backstabber
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
And everybody knows it

Girl, you're such a backstabber
Run your mouth more than anyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it
Back, back, backstabber
Talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk, talk

I'm sick and tired of hearing all about my life
From other bitches with all of your liesWrapped up so tight, so maybe you should shut your mouth
Shut your fucking mouth
Honestly, I think it's kinda funny that
You waste your breath talking about me
Got me feeling kinda special really
This is what you're all about
Girl, you're such a backstabber
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
And everybody knows it
And everybody knows it

Girl, you're such a backstabber
Run your mouth more than anyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it
And everybody knows it

Back, back, backstabber
Stabber, stabber
Back, back, backstabber

Girl, you're such a backstabber
Oh girl, you're such a shit talker
Girl, you're such a backstabber
Taking and twisting it down, you're so manipulating
Run your mouth more than anyone I've ever known
And everybody knows it

Taking and twisting it down, you're so manipulating
Girl, talk, talk, you're looking like a lunatic" - Ke$ha

3.7.11

But Theres a Side To You, That I Never Knew ...

So this post is specifically designed for a certain person. My hopes are that he will read this and know it's for him....

      I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss us, and I'm not a liar.
I realize that you're moved on, and personally I wish it wasn't with the person it is, but you never did listen to what I said about her, so it seems like you are made for each other...

     If i could go back in time I would change my mind about getting together again. I think that it was bad judgement on my behalf and I should have known better then to re-enter a bad relationship. I've learned now, that I don't need someone else to make up my mind for me. I also don't need to be told what I can and can't do, and what i can and can't look like. I'm a beautiful girl, and deserve to be treated like one.

     I still hope the best for you, I know you have potential because you are a great guy deep down, but you're not as good as you might think so step down from the pedestal you set yourself on, and start treating people with the dignity and respect they deserve. I would like to be friends, cliche or not, but I won't be able to as long as you are with my "best friend".

Things change a great deal, didn't they?  I really hope you read that, you always were waiting for my next post.


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